something.....strange.

This past week has been exceptionally awkward. I feel.... like I have feelings. This new fur of mine that is snow white seems to be turning me to the light side, perhaps Ham's friends from space are rubbing off on me. I can't be so sure though... my plot to take over them is so far going accordingly....one down, three to go. The little one just popped off yesterday, just a twitch of a whisker and his little soul floated off, made me shudder to see such a thing. Lady was most upset and I realised then that I was too. Only hours ago was I sitting in his very cell with him nestled beside me, Narna and Bandit in my old hammock while lady cleaned my own cell. I must admit it was rather nice to be the one being groomed for a change.

Something strange is happening to me, the Vermillion blood inside me is changing, only yesterday and the day before I defended Narna from Ham's persistent bullying and it made me feel....powerful and after all power is what I seek. Perhaps there is more to the Vermillion ideas than just ruling the realm of rat and man. Perhaps Street Sleepers have it right.

I have stashed many things of late for moments like this, I must list them down so I know what I have stored. Ham seems to follow me at times and eat and take whatever I had. Mushu was just a test.... My real success will be Ham. And I twiddle my fingers excitedly for that day. For now I am of to eat a piece of solidified cheese I stored. And I wish baby Mushu good travels on the spirit path.

I taught Mushu some good habits....like eating in the litter dish so you can poop and eat!